Change is constant. The constant change I undergo is deeply ingrained within my life. Not that I am unstable but rather I am continually growing and experiencing new things. This can be confusing to some people who try to understand; yet I don't think many people will ever fully understand me. Maintaining energy for life and pushing forward with hope and faith is what I live for. There is a lot to worry about and I choose not to worry about those things. Neglecting to be thankful and grateful for what I have now is the worst thing I can do to myself and to those closest to me. I now find myself in a place where I want to dig my roots deep and commit. Commit to a serious relationship, career, and find more about myself.

It rains and rains; but it can't rain every day. I have had things fall apart before and know the feeling of a wave crashing into you so hard that it knocks you down to your hands and knees. Yet the tide changes and a steady flow comes around. And this is when your steps grow stronger and you can go deeper into the blue. And the strength and hope comes from knowing that its love between me and you.

Someday you're wondering if you're really gonna make it

Sometimes you wanna know if there's anyone to save ya

I know you came down before, like underneath the ground

Still got a little chance to turn it all around

Just know your time will come, so give it all you got

Don't stop believin, so give it all you got

Got, got, got, got...

~Will.i.am